Saturday, January 2, 2016

A new year

Happy new year to all of you! I am hoping that 2016 is better for me, there were lots of things that were hard about 2015. I have lots of things happening at the moment. I am still with Dov regardless of how bad things are, though I am getting better at setting boundaries.

My dad had a heart attack on boxing day, so it's been a really topsy turvy xmas period. He is okay but he is not out of the woods yet. My mum is having her back fused in 6 days and that worries me too. What happens if something happens? How will I cope? I am not good at coping sometimes with stuff like this. I need to hang on and just see what happens with her too. My brothers will be up and they will make sure that everything is okay with me and I will try too.

Cali is going well, she is fast asleep on my bed right now, cute! I have met some new friends and I am really happy about that, some time away from Dov and people around me in case we do break up. Personally I think it will happen, just have to wait until I feel I can cope with being on my own. I do love him, but I don't always like his behaviours a lot of the time.

Just a quick visit. I'm sorry to those of you that have left comments and I haven't responded. I will endevour to do better this year.

Sarah xx